At the beginning of the year, I decided I wanted to live by the word ‘brave’ for 2016. I wanted to overcome fear, and meet life’s opportunities head on; opportunities to learn and grow, to explore and have fun, but mostly to share Christ and be a witness.
I printed out inspirational quotes as reminders, such as “I don’t want to be part of something that can be explained by my own power and ability. I want to be part of something that can only be explained by the power of God.” David Platt and “Be fearless in the pursuit of what sets your soul on fire,” and “Life should not be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, in a cloud of smoke, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, ‘Wow! What a ride!’” Hunter S. Thompson. I bought a journal full of motivational quotes and prompts called Do One Thing Everyday That Scares You. I wanted to live without boundaries, push that comfort zone into non-existence, and go for it. Be brave and live.
I started off enthusiastically. I lived with the word
‘brave’ in my mind, shoved fear back, and widened my witnessing comfort zone.
But, I did it. It was in my own determination.
And that fizzled out with time. I’ve lived the second half of the year
remembering my one-word-motto as some distant desire I once had. I’ve retreated,
and where earlier I was talking to strangers about God, now I don’t want to
answer the phone. What happened to brave?
Near the beginning of the year, I read through the book of
Acts, and the disciples were a huge inspiration for me. They seemed to have no
end of bravery, boldness, and courage. It says “and daily in the temple, and in
every house, they ceased not to teach and preach Jesus Christ.” Acts 5:42. They
faced trials, opposition, threats of punishment and death, and yet they kept
going with zeal. My favourite description of their work is in Acts 17, where
the rulers of the city they were in accused them of turning the world upside
down. They were brave. But what was it particularly that gave them courage and
made them unstoppable in the face of fear?
I had that question back in February, and without looking
for it, I’ve just noticed an answer. (That has to be God. :) I recently read The Robe by Lloyd Douglas, and began
listening to David Platt’s Threads series (thanks to this conversation!), and suddenly Jesus’ time here on earth
acquired an impacting depth.
His sinless life gives us the assurance we can have victory
over sin, relying on the same source of strength as He did. His death paid the
penalty for our sins meaning we can be forgiven, and stand before God in
Christ’s strength and righteousness. But here’s the exciting part: what does
Jesus’ resurrection give us?
Hebrews 2:14-15 says, “For as much then as the children are
partakers of flesh and blood, he also himself likewise took part of the same;
that through death he might destroy him that had the power of death, that is,
the devil; and deliver them who through fear of death were all their lifetime
subject to bondage.” 2 Timothy 1:10 says He abolished death.*
Jesus resurrection is tangible proof of the infinite power
of God. He conquered death, the greatest thing the devil had to hurl at Him. His
resurrection proves that He is Lord: all-powerful, undeniably conqueror, and absolutely
victorious.
The disciples ran for their lives when Jesus was arrested.
Simon Peter said he never knew Jesus. They were ashamed, afraid, weak. But
after Christ came back from the dead, and they saw Him and believed, they
turned into the passionate, unstoppable army we see in Acts. Because, they
realised that Jesus’ overcoming death meant they had nothing to lose, nothing
to be afraid of. Nothing was more powerful than fear and death, and Jesus had
conquered that completely. Working for Him, they could be bold, brave, daring,
outspoken, because they knew Jesus had the power to keep them where He had
placed them.
As a character in The
Robe explains about the disciples’ work and why it was difficult to
eradicate them: “It is a strange movement, sir. It has only one weapon; its belief
that there is no death. Cornelius Capito is not equipped to crush something
that refuses to die when it is killed.”
And Jesus still has all power today. Death hasn’t made any
advances on Him in the last couple of thousand years. We have exactly the same
assurance the disciple of the New Testament had. We can be bold and brave for
Christ, because He is conqueror and we have absolutely nothing to be afraid of.
It feels like I’ve come a full circle. I began by trying to
be brave myself. I realised it takes a lot of effort, and almost forgot about
my resolution in the mid-and-later-year busyness. Now God has brought to my
attention that true bravery is found in faith in Him, resting in the knowledge
that He has conquered my greatest fears, and in Him I have nothing to lose.
“There’s more than one kind of courage, my child… and the
most potent of all is the reckless bravery of people who have nothing to lose.”
The Robe, page 405
*That’s only
two of the verses I found in my study of this. If you want more references, contact
me and I’ll be happy to pass them on. :)
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What are your
thoughts on bravery? Why do you think the disciples were so bold and
courageous?
What have you been thinking/studying/pondering recently?
This is so inspiring and wonderful!<3
ReplyDeleteClara, thank-you! Praise God. :)
DeleteWow! I was just talking last night to a friend how my word is BRAVE...sometimes you need to leave yourself behind in order to be fully brave. Know what I mean? And thank you for the comment on my blog!! <3 like I have been so blessed by the response from people. :)
ReplyDeleteThat’s amazing! Yes, I think I know what you mean. And I agree – it takes stepping outside ourselves and what we’re used to..
DeleteYou’re so welcome! Thank you for reading and commenting here! :)
that was so beautiful. Ive struggled with fear most of my life and I know that for me, combating fear was the bravest thing I ever did. continuing to live despite fear. all that stuff.
ReplyDeleteI love how you analyzed scripture. Acts is such a powerful book.
I have confidence in you. because God will carry you and He will be your strength. let Him be your courage
Praise God! You’re right; choosing to keep on in spite of fear is almost the essence of bravery.. I’m glad you chose to combat fear, and seriously, just from brief snippets I know, I consider you very brave.
DeleteThanks heaps for your encouragement, Faith. It means a lot, and right back at you: keep holding on to Him. xx
It's beautiful to see how all these things in your life - your one-word motto of the year, the threads series, The Robe, and your own personal study - are all coming together as God teaches you about bravery. And now I get to share in that just a little as you make public some of these things He's teaching you. Thank you so much! You mentioned there being more verses that you've studied. Is this comments section an appropriate place to ask about them? :)
ReplyDeleteAlso, what has stood out to you most about the Threads series?
They were really brave, weren't they - the first disciples? I think they must have had a better grasp of how real the whole gospel message is, and of how long eternity is, and of how fleeting our time on this earth is.
Ps. How sweet of you to link to our discussion! May it be to God's glory.
I so enjoy your thoughtful comments, Jordy! Thank-you! Yes, it amazes me how God tied all these seemingly unrelated things together in a perfect and powerful way, and I’m sure He’s not finished yet! I believe I have your email address, so I’ll send you some more of the references I mentioned. :)
DeleteYes, it seems the disciples did understand that more clearly than we do. In fact, that’s something I’ve gotten out of the Threads series so far: how real and powerful the gospel is, as David Platt explains it through the five gospel threads. He also makes it clear that if we truly care for others, sharing the gospel with them would be our highest priority – that is convicting. Have you listened to some/all of the series? What did you get out of it?
I will look forward to your email, then. :)
DeleteIsn't it amazing how often we seem to forget how powerful the gospel is? Well, I can only speak for myself. I know I loose sight of it far too often. I'm glad to know that the Threads series helped you to think about it more.
I saw one of the videos (I believe the second). To be honest, though, I can't remember it enough to share anything. I think it would be good for me to watch it again - maybe even to watch the whole series. But realistically, I don't know if I will. For the next couple of months, God willing, I'll be away from home and very busy with volunteer work. I expect that will challenge my priorities... I hope, by God's grace, to deal with everything in a way that honours Him.
The fear of man is something I struggle with. Still learning how to be brave. Thanks for this post!
ReplyDeleteThat is a big hurdle! I think we’re all in this together, learning as we go along. Thank you for commenting; you’re a blessing. :)
DeleteJessica, your posts are always so beautiful and inspiring. I really loved reading this one! Thank you. <3
ReplyDeletePraise God! I'm glad they can be a blessing you. Thanks a lot for your comment. :)
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