“[Love] thinketh no evil.” (1 Corinthians
13:5)
We've all read it before, and we all know
what it means. We're not to think of evil things, we're not to think evil of
others. But, we're also not to think evil of ourselves. We can
appreciate our need for salvation, and our unworthiness to receive it, but love
thinks no evil; no evil of others, no evil of ourselves.
Think about it this way: I if saw someone
and said of them, “She's ugly. She's useless. She never does anything right.
How can she ever be a Christian.” You would called that thinking evil, right?
Now, if I look at myself, you look at yourself, and say the same thing, how
is that any different? “I'm not good enough.” It's evil thinking. Love does not
do that.
It struck me from two aspects. 1) I
shouldn't put myself down. I'm made in the image of a God who never makes
mistakes. 2) God is love, so we ought to realize that He is not thinking
evil of us either. He's not looking down wondering why we can't be better
people, why we can't stop messing up, when we'll ever be good enough. Love does
not think like that, and Love is God.
And that is freeing.
How precious also are thy thoughts unto me, O God! how great is the sum of them!
Psalm 139:17
It's true... But it's hard! It's brave of you to write about it. :)
ReplyDeleteThanks. :) And yes, it is hard... I wrote this for myself as much as for anyone else really.
DeleteWow, this kinda hit me. You opened my eyes a bit wider...and thank you for that, because in life, good friends, good books, big hugs and eye openers are all necessary.
ReplyDeleteYou write beautifully, flawlessly.
x
Thanks so much, Tane. Your comment quite made my day. :)
DeleteThis is so true, Jessica. . . thank you for sharing! I often need to remind myself of the value placed on my life, and how much God's love for me ought to make me live my life knowing that I belong to Him, conscience of that thought, and not always putting myself down and imaging how terrible I am in my personality, character, etc.
ReplyDeleteI have God's love in my heart and that makes my life a truly beautiful thing, full of intrinsic worth, by His grace and precious blood.
Thank you so much for sharing!
God bless.
That's exactly right. :) Thanks heaps for commenting!
Delete